Hey guys i'm back to write my journals.......it has been months since my last post of it......so much things had happen to me.....I also don't know what to say and where to start off.....actually i fell in love wif a guy which is attached wif another boi but i think the first impression he had given to me is expressed out wrongly and made me deeply in love wif him now.....he is the guy which i told myself can replace my dear Roger......it has been so many months that break off with him but i simply can't forget the days wif him......i tried to keep myself busy wif all sorts of stupid things but yet i unable to replace the importance of him in me.......i need the new guy to help me out but then i dun get to see him so often so is like i dun think i able to get out from that shadow so fast.......
This guy i'm referring is another guy which is much older than me...10 years older than me but i like being wif him....he made me forget all my unhappiness.......i still remember on my 2nd meeting wif him......i was still working as a health consultant in that US-based company and knock off quite late and it is on friday so i headed to california gym after my work.....on my way to gym, he message me to have dinner wif him so i said okay wif me after my gym.....so he waited in his car at the nearby carpark while i ended my gym around 10 plus.....after that we went to had nasi lemak at chinatown and after headed nowhere and lastly he decided to bring me to prawn fishing which i had never did it before so long time already.......so sweet of him as both of us share one rod to fish prawns.....caught quite a lot of prawns......then he knows i still feel sad over my ex so he brought me to a aj club named Happy which i never been there before and he knows i'm keen in going to see it.....nice being wif him.....got the exactly same feeling as the time i been wif Roger....from that day onwards i told myself he is the guy i wan to go for chemistry and feelings type.....not juz for the fun only......after clubbing some things did happen in between us but then it is on my willing side as i will only give in to the guy that i have feeling wif and not any other people....that was happen wif my sober state on what i'm doing.....the memories is as clear as it juz happen only yesterday.......so nice.....i think i said this before in my previous journal entry but it simply can't get off from my head......juz like the memories i been wif Roger.......