at last i get to write my journal now....i'm jobless again.....didn't realise it has been one months plus i haven been submitting any entries ever since.....i think some of my friends also stop viewing it as i stop for so long.....so much things had happened ever since the break off wif that married guy.....dunno it is good or bad for me....been mixing wif too much guys already......dunno doing this is juz trying to forget abt the married guy or wat.....all i know all the guys i know is juz wanna have fun wif me only but not seriously care for my feelings or wat.....till this day come....didn't know he happen to be so nice towards me and that day wif him made me totally forgotten the hurt was caused by that married guy.....
i still remember that is the day is the happiest and enjoyable day i ever had since the breakoff wif that married guy. i totally forgotten the pain inside me.....he took me to prawn fishing which i never been there alone wif another person and so late at nite.....we caught so many prawns and halfway on the road got roadblock...so memorable that nite........then after that he brought me to clubbing to cheer me up.......i really enjoy so much.....he gave me so much pleasure....dun feel the stress or pains inside me....that nite eventually got home only at next day sat morning already.....headed down to work in a short while as i have to attend an important meeting on new products launch and events going on ......when was in the meeting room, i was simply so tired and keep struggling hard to keep my eyes open but my brain is shut......i got no regrets although i suffer the morning........i felt lighten up after being wif him......it happen like few weeks before........eventually i still went clubbing and meeting up new ppl but realise the people simply like to make me drunk and have fun wif me......i was so touched when he come into and saved me from being taken advantage of.....the whole through fri and sat have happen so much things.....really tell me he is a very very good friend of mine.......i can say he is important to me......now i rarely find someone that is so caring to me already other than that married guy......
this is the journal meant for 3 weeks before.....still got more to write