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at last i got myself back to writing my journal again.....so much memories have been stored in here and had happen so much things recently......got gd and bad things happening on me......on the day ever since he broke off with me.........things is not going on the right way.....i have found a real true guy friend that cares for me so much and pull me out from the depression i'm facing......i can never expect myself to become so devoted for this love i put in and caused myself so much depress over it........i even admitted to hospital during midnite which no one knows due to gastric.......i was like over exerting myself on work side and keep skipping my meals for a few days....then it start to reacts badly at nite after my frequent skipping of meals.......it happen on like friday nite while sleeping halfway my gastric reacts badly and got no one at home as everyone went to malaysia.....i took a cab and headed to hospital to get a check and determine it is a quite severe gastric....was in hospital for a day observation and discharge the day itself....i been asking myself why i always know of people that can't keep their promise to me? they made their promise to me so real and outcome turns the other way round.....felt so lost and almsot wanted to end my life immediately.......i dun think much ppl knows wat is happening to me this few weeks as i kept myself away from the world at the moment.....I PROUD TO ANNOUNCE I'M NO LONGER ATTACHED TO ANYONE ALREADY.......
i think i lost some weights over these matters and heard my friends telling me why my face look a bit sharper now ..... i still can't get over it that easily man....memories is simply juz flowing into my mind smoothly and makes me think of him badly......i still remember the first time i met him.....i met him early in the morning before i start work and he drove me from Jurong Point to Kiong Albert Park with the subsitute car when his car is on servicing.......then follow on i met him and with him through the whole morning and afternoon..... till i go to work......haiz,...writing this journal had start to make my eyes going to be red again filling up with tears........eyes r a bit swollen everyday since the day he mention to break off.......my heart is totally shattered when we can't even be friends also.....i really hope to maintain as great buddy if possible but been decline.....i juz can't continue to write on the happy stuff now as my mind r filled with the memories of being with him...i simply can't put it down easily.......argh.........so stressed up..........
