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It has been almost 3 weeks plus from the last time he mention to stop seeing each other or keeping in touch...I felt i'm so useless when come to this kind of thing...i simply can't put it down easily.....i find that the wound inside me instead of healing up it has worsen it and start to grow deeper into it......i think this time round i'm really serious to it be coz i thought i have found the right person that i can trust and share with......actually why i treasure him so much becoz all the while i been craving for a elder brother so i can share everything with him and he can share everything with me like toking with no world boundaries.........haiz.........knew him for 4 years+ and chat with him ......all the while i treated him as my big brother and never expect when i met him in person this year is like i already told myself i have found my right person which i can put my trust on.........and now things is happening so fast.....how i wish he haven't undergoes any operation then i dun think it will happen anything yet....the memories with him i simply unable to erase it away.........i tried so hard not to think but simply i can't.........argh.......so painful moments........all i can say i'm so tired to act tough on the outside of me as nothing happen but in my mind it is still the same..........one whole week plus i didn't blog already.........i think somehow things is going fine with me just that sometimes when the memories flow back to my mind, my eyes sure goes red and might burst into tears sometimes for no reason....i somehow trying so hard to look on the bright side already.....but when the memories comes into it, i really can't help it.....i think my working colleagues sometimes got scared by my sudden change of my mood within a few mins.......oops..........am i very scary person?.......i think everyday my life has filled with all sorts of ppl now......is he forcing me into opening myself up to everyone out there?...i think the blow he has given me has change a slight differences of myself.....
Whatever come str8 to the point , whole week i been meeting up with all sorts of ppl due to my work requirements....all the clients brought in by the distributors is talking the best of me.....i felt so great being complimented and even the people working in the office department quite surprise with my performance that i can build such a strong rapport with the distributors so fast within a short period of few weeks.....great.....somehow i feel so great when i dun look afterall with my age becoz some of them i can't even imagine they r younger than me but look real older than me....maybe they not grooming themselves up.......hmmmm.........
nuskin has taught me lots of things related to health issues and skin issues.......oops.....am i too into beauty stuff already? hahaha.........so much ppl i knew recently is so caring to me especially the distributors i knew....they know i always skip my dinner so they get sandwiches for me when they r here with their clients.....oh great feeling being care by others......some even said i looks like a professional consultant based on the way i speak to the clients.......oh my god that is not my line.......okie.....gonna go now to prepare off to my work as so much things to do.....have to pack my bags with my newly type reports and put in my fav. cologne and my fav. bk and my fav. cds. into my bag...great although a short little hours of 6 hrs but still so much things to do and still have to bring home to work.......am i too hardworking little bug for the company?
hope i can everyday post a blog into here so that it wouldn't be so long....hopefully......so much things to write man........
