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3 days didn't put in my journal already.....haiz....life is so meaningless already....no friends no money no activities no mood and most of no someone....so many NOs' in my life already....kind of missing the days i have with my someone....since friday my whole body seems like running out of fuel already....so tired of life already.....turn around i sees nothing turn to my hp i sees nothing turn to tv all i sees is boring shows.....is that the life i wan???.....argh......kind of tedious to miss someone so badly....i able to get my appetite back but the mood is not there.....very lost now.....haiz....my head is having such a pain when keep thinking of my someone.....now i understand the feeling of being "Xiang Si Bing"Love sickness....today Sunday morning i really can't take it already so i send my someone a MMS hoping to get well soon...tomorrow is the actual day of operation be if i not admitted since yesterday....then in the afternoon recieve a call from my someone telling me can't view my mms because got no MMS function for the hp and laptop is not around.....haiz....so sad but still got the care to give me a call and tell me to take care.....I will be waiting for the call after the operation....hope to see my someone as soon as possible....all i can think of now is to be with my someone as long as possible and nothing else......hope i dun fall sick when he recovers....today i feel a bit drowsy sort....head is still at spinning mode....all i wish i can see my someone soon.....so many days i think i did all sorts of idiot things lor.....friday i went to orchard with my cousin to shop around for the coming wedding dinner clothes for myself...in end did not buy anything.....totally got no mood to buy anything at all....then saturday was cleaning the house thoroughly to keep myself occupied but in the end i causes myself overwork and vomit out all the food i taken in the morning.....head is so pain that i took panadol and went to sleep after finishing the chores....when wake up i was crying becoz i had a bad dream of things happening between me and my someone....i simply can't accept it.....is dreams normally happens when u r craving for that thing?......that is the end of my terrible saturday....sunday all i did was skipping my breakfast and gave my kids a gd bath....then afternoon i had slices of bread and went to get my kid's food changed as not suitable for him....haiz....
i think my rest of the day gonna be on missing my someone mode again...becoz there is no one else to keep me occupy....and then the house going to be empty again....
sis going outstation to thailand and my mum is helping out with my cousin's wedding so might not be at home most of the time.....haiz....boring lonely broke guy down here......waiting for my someone to save me out from this shit....argh.....
