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at last i'm back at my journal......my laptop ganna virus and have to ask my friend to help me reformat my comp but now my comp is in win xp which is better than previous one so nvm.....luckily i got someone i know to reformat or else no money to spend liao......so many days didn't write my journal muz have a lot to say but too bad dun think i should write out a compo out already......let me briefly said what happens through my weekend.....on friday, i hurt my back due to sleeping in an incorrect position and causes the muscles to pull together and have to take mc as hardly can bend or turn that day.....so sad that no one concern as my parents all not at home and has to see doctor alone plus my that person didn't know i'm hurt and unable to meet me .....kind of sad........didn't get enjoy the being look after when u r really helpless feeling.......
then here comes saturday.......
I'm still able to drag myself to work at toa payoh with my injured back as i worried they might not have enough staff to work on the weekends which doesn't really look good for them lor....so when i reach there, i'm sent with a dm to transfer bbq chickens as they unable to cook out to the demand in there as there is an opening offers. so stupid that i actually agreed to help them when i forgot i got an injured back. luckilyi still to cope with the quatity been transferred.....it was like 60 bbq chickens and 2 cartons of broccoli.....so tedious work man........after the transferring of stocks, i then realise that i have to become the role of section leader in that outlet for 2 days as there is no one in charge for cashiers.....so far so good as quite a no. of customers praise my customer service for them and also helps to brighten up my days and made me forget the pain on my back........after my work which ends at 10.40 i immediately rush down to meet my friends. ....it is one of my colleague,lay tien, belated birthday celebration so they decided to go clubbing together as part of enjoyment..one of my friend gave me wrong info on the location to meet and i went there see nothing and when i call them up another time then realise the actual place is raffles place instead of city hall..who knows that most of them r under 18 and the bouncer r quite strict on them......so we went from boat quay to M.S.......so sad actually i thought we can go into centro as wat i been wanting to go with them although i been there twice which enjoy myself but due to the kids around we have to choose some place that is not that strict enough.....so in the end we ended up in a kids clubbing area named "Angels". I quite dun enjoy in there as the mixer drinks sux and lucikly i drank only E-thirty-three which somehow better......missing someone is kind of sad inside me.......so actually i drink a bit only i a bit shag already due to emotion side too heavy already that few days......
here comes the hateful sunday.........
When i woke is already 10am as when we got home is like 4.20am from clubbing. yet again my parents r not around as they went out for breakfast with my sis without me. so have to eat those miserable bread as to fill up my stomach...around 12 plus i left my home to head for work at toa payoh.....on this very day of work, i really hate to work as my whole body is aching as becoz my muscle r tense back already.....then i took the relaxation pills but now it only helps a bit only as i think i over exert it already........I really got no mood to work already due to the pain on my back is a disturbance......i tried to excuse myself from work but unable to as the manpower in there quite tight which no one can be on mc if not i will be dead....being the section leader for the last day really kills me....so tedious plus my back pain.....some more surprises giving me
breaking into tears immdiately.... during my dinner break time, someone send me a message and said we should cut down on meeting up but i think the no. of time meeting up with that person is so little already and yet still want to cut down some more.......somehow it really hits my heart deep down cutting myself as i kind of dropping into a deep pit already......all i knows my tears starts rolling down the moment i saw that msg and quickly reply asking why and that person said we should talk after work.....after my break time, i'm totally a human with a lost soul already.....all of them were asking me wat happens to me today and i said nothing juz back pain but there is more than back pain only.....at last the day has end and someone call me up to talk to me abt the thing.....somehow is like things is happening too fast and have to slow down a bit...that person juz worried that i be wasting time on that person and dun wish to waste my youth for nothing which i dun think is right . i said that youth is juz to play when i already left my playing age since i'm 16 already.. i tried learning to be independent on the character wise since 16 so no matter wat decision i made is all mine.......even my parents dun bother my decision........i think that person said all those things i juz to see how things work......no matter what hope everything is safe and stable..........my emotions are more stablise after hearing that call....... no matter what happens pls dun hurt me another time okay if u r viewing this journal..u promise me one.....
