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This another morning to my previous day journal.....I was so tired last nite to submit my journal so i decided to submit it this morning.....Yesterday that person of mine called me in the morning to chat for a while i'm juz been awake by the early message from that person. That person is really my life pillar now....without that person i really dunno what will happen to me now.......after the chat with that person, I was about to start preparations for my work at toa payoh which is the third day attach to that store.. before i leave my home, that person of mine called me again to talk as i sms that i really miss meeting up but simply both of us too busy to meet up.....promised to meet on thursday which i'm looking forward for that day i took off day just for that day to come.......now let me talk about the work at toa payoh CS......I was so bored as unable to see that person of mine and decided to be a bit lame at the checkout but i was sent to be a support for every new staff in the store....they kept asking me questions on the why is it should be like this and that......then i also answer plus a bit of ridiculous answers also....hehehe.......then i was attach to an indian girl named rebecca and i decided to joke with her through the day to pass the time easily......so boring u know as the sales in that store started to slow down a bit sorry is a lot.....she kind of bit 'suan' by me for saying 'hi' to customers then i say should say 'low' instead when should be good evening. she kept saying that word as greeting and i keep whispering to her 'low' and she laugh through the evening. they were saying with me around with them bring in more happening things rather than through a ??? day....they were grateful that they learnt a few new styles from me....including the CSM in the store also....she quite impressed with my performance but she yet to know i'm from KAP Section leader.....hahaha......this shall remains a secret to them as i did not say much about my position on those been through attach with me then will know.......as becoz they find under with me can feel the strictness also..... now it has comes to end of the day and the customer service manager said i count float fast enough so she closed me the last counter and i left store around 10.30pm....reached home almost 12am.....so sianz.........reach home i went for my personal hygiene and off to sleep listening to that person of mine to sleep early and wake up early healthier for me

One day has pss and at last the end of the weekend already. I was hoping to see my that person on the very first day of the week as i really deeply miss in my heart. Yesterday the whole morning we were sms here and there until i go to work and that person went to church......that person felt so guilty for neglecting me on saturday and decided to talk to me on sunday......i felt so good that i even went to CS at KAP before i goes to Toa Payoh......Talking about toa payoh is another day to go for......so bored but able to get some friends to talk crap to help me to pass my time easily.....they simply enjoy being with me as they learn a lot of additional stuff which they don't get to leanr when they having their 2 days training before the store open....i even told them if they are my trainees i'm sure to vomit blood one....after one day training just one person which i think should be stabilise after one day being with me. she think she is able to cope with already and today i think going to attach another one to help stablising them....I felt great when able to help them to train up proper staff which they keep joking with saying i'm their customer service leader......hahahaha........after the day work, time to rest and come backs to my mind is that person already.......at this time he call me at the right time as i was walking towards the train station so able to talk freely....this person was talking softly as not convenient to talk louder so i was listening hard to what talking while my side is slightly a bit noisy also....when i get back was around 11.30pm already and took my bath and headed to sleep as too tired.....Now another day juist started when i got not enough sleep and this person of mine sent me a morning message and woke me up immediately as every message from this person energize my body even though i'm tired......then maybe we are meeting up later before i start work at toa payoh as this person also working at that area.....Hope this is another great day for me and not craving for that person of mine...../

Weekend has arrived and time to be seperated by that person already....so sad which made my heart aching while missing that person.....Yesterday which is on friday promised to disturb me on my attachment work at Toa Payoh CS but then was too busy and forgotten about me. I'm so stupid that brought my hp around the store which made my pocket a bit bulky but inside me was hoping so much on the call or sms by this person although early in the morning 6am already called me to wake me up for work . Early ion the morning call make me misses that person deeper as the start of the weekend only.........still got one day plus to survive through......the craving in me grows deeper day by day.....Talking abt Toa Payoh attachment, I was asked to extend working hours from opening till closing......Xiong man......there was such a crowd at that CS which is unexpected one.....So tired and dead beat when the store is closed.....i can feel my body is so lack of energy as i didn't eat much during the whole day work partially is becoz i miss that person...the whole i only had a teriyaki burger from MOS and that's it for the day for dinner and lunch and breakfast........I think that person is sleeping after i missed the call as i was counting money......after that did not get through the line of that person....
until now i still waiting for his call but i doubt so.....juz hoping to hear the voice of that person the early next morning........oh god pls grant my wish as that person is a christian and going to church tomorrow.....hehehehe......

Someone has appear in my life and made my life more meaningful now...today i ask for early lunch just to have it with my "someone" and made rest of my day so happy after so many days didn't get to see.... just a short of 30 mins meeting can made me happy so long but after that the missing feeling still comes back after my work.... so we sent each other message through the evening.......So touching and happy......That someone actually fills my stomach the moment i see that "someone" and didn't eat my fillet o fish as i bought a set....i even treat that someone lunch today

Today I went for my medical checkup for my pre-enlistment NS thing.... so weird that actually took my teeth part for x-ray which i didn't know what it meant for as only a few been selected to do for that thing. then when waiting for my turn, my kor called me to check how it is going.....then after that was afternoon and i got nothing to do so i took amy bus 198 all the way back to jurong. while on the way back, i actually thought of going orchard but i miss those stations i should alight then i get back to my original plan. but when i reach jurong i decided to take a bus back to my working place just for the fun of it to kill my time. after that i went home around 5+ then my kor call me again just to chat with me...i feel so warming in my heart as long time no one care and concern for me already. to those that know me, don't ask me who is this kor i been talking about but just that he is the one that brought me out from sadness or misery that i faced which i really very grateful to him.....all thanks to him , i got back my ownself already and found a new life and new lesson to be learnt.......

Such a Boring day has passed.......the feeling of missing a person is so terrible feeling as i never experience it before. No one have given me such thing maybe in the past there is just simply no chemistry with people I was with. All I can say is I .... that person so much which i can't say it out at the moment. My heart now is short of something which I can't explain......Haiz.....Why must it happen like that when I'm about to enter NS soon. Please don't ask me who is it but is just no one that I can come to think of it.